Ah, I am just so tired of life. I work my butt off, and get nothing for it. I get good grades, I get nothing for it. I wonder if I'll just end up with nothing to show for my life except for a 4.0 GPA and a few wrinkled report cards. I don't want to end up like that. It happened to my dad, it's bound to happen to me. Thinking about all this makes me want to give up. Drop out of school, say goodbye to "education". But that stupid little annoying voice tells me if I do it, I'll end up like my brother. 19. No job. No friends. No social life. Nothing going for him. I don't want to end up with a normal, average life. I want my life to be exceptiona